kaise kahun kya chal raha hai dimaag me. abhi piat se baat kari. he spoke with his photographer friend B today, his colleague, who was troubled from his job search. p asked b, how do u switch off? b was overwhelmed. me and p were discussing this. how do we describe what meditation is. i cannot. one has to experience this. mera, as shri mataji puts it, my consciousness has entered my central nervous system. i know now ki i exist. human form me abhi. pehle kuch aur. baad me kuch aur. ab jab subah dhyan karta hu, jab apne ye hamburg ke ghar ke mandir me matha tek ta hu, sab pichhli baatein chhod deta hu. 0 pe aa jata hu. roz aisa karta hu. roz duniya ko experience karta hu. subah se raat tak. logo se interact karta hu. apni life ka kuch sochta hu. advertisements dekhta hu. shopping karta hu. purane dosto ke baare me sochta hu. itna kuch ikattha kar leta hu. fir agli subah, matha tek ta hu, 0 pe aa jata hu. kaise bataun kya hai ye. i realize i am none of the things i have experienced yesterday. yes, they will help me grow, to evolve. i learn everyday from people around me. i stay optimistic. i see challenges, i see things that are going good at the moment, i celebrate what i have, i keep patience. i try not to get angry. i try to stay humble. and 0 tells me i am none of these. i am. i am. this life as a human, gives chance to experience happiness, sadness, extreme exultation, tragedy, success, defeat, arrogance, humility. but i am none of these. i experience all this. i am not this. i am purity. i am. i am made of some fabric of life, which animates the whole universe. the kundalini. prana. i am that. everything is that. baaki sab uske 1000 forms hai. separation into these forms helps one form to experience all the other forms. shows me i can be so many things. this knowledge that i can be, shows me there is room for growth. i can be improved. at the same time i am made of this fabric. i am perfect.
everything is perfect, everything can be improved. this sentence is like adding of two planes, of two perspectives. from the perspective of i am the fabric, the first holds true. from the perspective of the manifested world, i still have the possibility of experiencing the other 999 forms. so the second holds true.
now i dont feel ambition. job imp nahi hai. to be there with dad, woh imp hai. he has been there for me when i was helpless, a kid. i couldnt do anything for myself. now i can. now i should be with him. bas yehi matter karta hai. uske alawa, job toh sirf aisi cheez hai jo main apne ko employed rakhne me use karta hu. taki sara din khali na baithu and muzzle up my brain, i give my brain some activity. abi tak aisa lagta hai mereko job hai. of course it brings money, jiss se ghar chalta hai. shaadi hoti hai. bachhe bade hote hai. thankfully abhi aisi haalat nahi hai ki paise kamane hai to stay alive. we are not seeing the phase our parents have seen. so kaam karna hai. baaki kya chaen se zindagi bitani hai.
i have to work towards building something, but with a frame of mind ki ye mereko affect nahi karta. kal nahi hua toh koi baat nahi. it is not a requisite for my peace. my peace is dependent on my awareness of who i really am. which at the moment is a function of my daily meditations. baaki sab toh distractions hai. jab tak full awareness nahi aati, tab tak apne dimaag ko busy rakho. zindagi ko experience karo.
i have just completed a few of my karmic relationships. now i feel i am resting between phases. preparing for the next phase. isme saathi mil jaye, achha lagega mereko. jo mereko samjhe. accept kare.
xx zindagi.
everything is perfect, everything can be improved. this sentence is like adding of two planes, of two perspectives. from the perspective of i am the fabric, the first holds true. from the perspective of the manifested world, i still have the possibility of experiencing the other 999 forms. so the second holds true.
now i dont feel ambition. job imp nahi hai. to be there with dad, woh imp hai. he has been there for me when i was helpless, a kid. i couldnt do anything for myself. now i can. now i should be with him. bas yehi matter karta hai. uske alawa, job toh sirf aisi cheez hai jo main apne ko employed rakhne me use karta hu. taki sara din khali na baithu and muzzle up my brain, i give my brain some activity. abi tak aisa lagta hai mereko job hai. of course it brings money, jiss se ghar chalta hai. shaadi hoti hai. bachhe bade hote hai. thankfully abhi aisi haalat nahi hai ki paise kamane hai to stay alive. we are not seeing the phase our parents have seen. so kaam karna hai. baaki kya chaen se zindagi bitani hai.
i have to work towards building something, but with a frame of mind ki ye mereko affect nahi karta. kal nahi hua toh koi baat nahi. it is not a requisite for my peace. my peace is dependent on my awareness of who i really am. which at the moment is a function of my daily meditations. baaki sab toh distractions hai. jab tak full awareness nahi aati, tab tak apne dimaag ko busy rakho. zindagi ko experience karo.
i have just completed a few of my karmic relationships. now i feel i am resting between phases. preparing for the next phase. isme saathi mil jaye, achha lagega mereko. jo mereko samjhe. accept kare.
xx zindagi.
